I have been systematically dismantling the safe structures around me; the visible and unseen.
Once I said "I want to be comfortable, but not too comfortable. I think we should actively look to disrupt our lives." Then I took my words literally...
As I'm wont to do, I tend to mull things over and over. Carefully thinking through all of the possibilities (whether this is in building a story or restructuring my life...it's all the same). Then, one day, I jump. Into the deep end. Then I try to find my way to the surface while also trying to remember to keep a look out for the undersea beauty. Oh, and not drown.
So, if I ever am quiet and still, don't be fooled. It's mass chaos inside my head.